I haven't been feeling myself lately
       
     
 'Things that look like me and that I like & Things that other people said look like me but I don't like it' (foreground) 'Blow-Up' (video)
       
     
 Blow-Up  16mm film and digital video
       
     
 "Downward Dog' (foreground) 'Things that look like me and that I like & Things that other people said look like me but I don't like it' (back)
       
     
 Things that look like me and that I like & Things that other people said look like me but I don't like it'   chromogenic prints (framed)
       
     
 Things that look like me and that I like & Things that other people said look like me but I don't like it'   chromogenic prints (framed)
       
     
havent_install4.jpg
       
     
 'Downward Dog' (bronze), 'half-FULL' (framed photograph) and 'Mum/me' (16mm film)
       
     
       
     
 half/FULL  chromogenic print (framed)
       
     
 half-FULL  chromogenic print (framed)
       
     
havent_install9.jpg
       
     
 Voicemail Message Instructions  inkjet print (framed)
       
     
havent_install11.jpg
       
     
 Downward Dog  bronze
       
     
 Up in the Sky (Don't Panic)  chromogenic print (framed)
       
     
 I've tried everything  chromogenic print (framed)
       
     
havent_install12.jpg
       
     
 In a situation like this  digital video
       
     
 Up in the Sky  chromogenic print (framed)
       
     
 Up in the Sky  chromogenic print (framed)
       
     
havent_install15.jpg
       
     
 Falling down  Duratrans
       
     
 Exhibition invitation
       
     
I haven't been feeling myself lately
       
     
I haven't been feeling myself lately

Master of Fine Art by Research exhibition shown at AREA Contemporary Art Space, Fitzroy

I haven’t been feeling myself lately

Sanja Pahoki employs everyday mediums such as photography, video and text to explore observations from everyday life. I haven’t been feeling myself lately investigates existential issues such as the nature of self, identity and the role of anxiety. In particular, the exhibition is directed at the moments of losing it and the efforts to keep it together. In I haven’t been feeling myself lately various techniques that are used to stave off anxiety and enhance feelings of well-being are explored, such as Yoga, meditation and tree-hugging. As the initial inspiration for a lot of the work has its roots in the autobiographical, humour is sometimes used as a subtly subversive strategy to focus the attention away from the personal to shared universal concerns.

 

 'Things that look like me and that I like & Things that other people said look like me but I don't like it' (foreground) 'Blow-Up' (video)
       
     

'Things that look like me and that I like & Things that other people said look like me but I don't like it' (foreground) 'Blow-Up' (video)

 Blow-Up  16mm film and digital video
       
     

Blow-Up

16mm film and digital video

 "Downward Dog' (foreground) 'Things that look like me and that I like & Things that other people said look like me but I don't like it' (back)
       
     

"Downward Dog' (foreground) 'Things that look like me and that I like & Things that other people said look like me but I don't like it' (back)

 Things that look like me and that I like & Things that other people said look like me but I don't like it'   chromogenic prints (framed)
       
     

Things that look like me and that I like & Things that other people said look like me but I don't like it' 

chromogenic prints (framed)

 Things that look like me and that I like & Things that other people said look like me but I don't like it'   chromogenic prints (framed)
       
     

Things that look like me and that I like & Things that other people said look like me but I don't like it' 

chromogenic prints (framed)

havent_install4.jpg
       
     
 'Downward Dog' (bronze), 'half-FULL' (framed photograph) and 'Mum/me' (16mm film)
       
     

'Downward Dog' (bronze), 'half-FULL' (framed photograph) and 'Mum/me' (16mm film)

       
     

Mum/me

Mum/me was filmed with an old 16mm Bolex camera at a fast shutter speed so that when viewed back in real time, the action appears slower. The footage was filmed in the Western suburbs of Melbourne, Australia in a neighbouring suburb to where my family grew up. The film was shot on a strip of land next to the Western Ring Road; a major arterial freeway in Melbourne. The cheek-to-cheek performance in the film is based on an old photograph of me as a baby being held tight against my mother’s cheek.

 half/FULL  chromogenic print (framed)
       
     

half/FULL

chromogenic print (framed)

 half-FULL  chromogenic print (framed)
       
     

half-FULL

chromogenic print (framed)

havent_install9.jpg
       
     
 Voicemail Message Instructions  inkjet print (framed)
       
     

Voicemail Message Instructions

inkjet print (framed)

havent_install11.jpg
       
     
 Downward Dog  bronze
       
     

Downward Dog

bronze

 Up in the Sky (Don't Panic)  chromogenic print (framed)
       
     

Up in the Sky (Don't Panic)

chromogenic print (framed)

 I've tried everything  chromogenic print (framed)
       
     

I've tried everything

chromogenic print (framed)

havent_install12.jpg
       
     
 In a situation like this  digital video
       
     

In a situation like this

digital video

 Up in the Sky  chromogenic print (framed)
       
     

Up in the Sky

chromogenic print (framed)

 Up in the Sky  chromogenic print (framed)
       
     

Up in the Sky

chromogenic print (framed)

havent_install15.jpg
       
     
 Falling down  Duratrans
       
     

Falling down

Duratrans

 Exhibition invitation
       
     

Exhibition invitation